Locked-in: The Pre'paration-Phase II THE END
Record 1: Hard decisions . I opted out!! one year of confusion and trying to know myself-what works for me. It hasn't worked...I could blame it on many things but it's fruitless, lack of guidance being primary yet the truth is I myself have had flaws in knowing myself to have known that a year ago- there's no reward in regret. This it isn't a punishment, to opt out of this year's Examination cycle, it can be called a form of exhaustion. To be definite it's a concious choice that I have willed to bet on having limited arrows in my quiver. Locked in still with close to 20 months at hand whilst mindful that passing years will weigh in on my career- par pehle uss par toh jaun , the passion for this position/service and the drive to serve in capacity of a Indian Diplomat to my people- a job I deem fit for the skill/aptitude set I've been working on all these years. * One lifetime, one chance it is .* Although, I do not see it as greater than life itself and I do...
